December 2009
21 posts
I just don’t care about you anymore. I’m sorry. I didn’t want to, but I had to.
“There was a time when courtesy and winning ways went out of style, when it was...”
– from Greasy Lake by T.C. Boyle
Lua.
“I’ve been teased by your hips, let on by your hands” he said. This was true. He had felt this way before, although he tried not to let on. It’s not something he wanted people to know about him. Being let on isn’t what he wanted others to know his vulnerable point. The anxiety crashes over him. He ponders. Does she know? Is it possible she’s figured it out...
New York, NY
Him: Well, if it isn’t the madre of my bambino. What’s shakin’, sweet duck?
Her: I got a job
Him: Oh? A good job?
Her: A great job. I mean, my dream job.
Him: Wow. Way to go, fancy pants.
Her: It’s um…It’s in New York.
Him: Even better
Her: Right…I start Monday
Him: No time like the present
Her: My god you’re taking this much better than I...
Hey Sunshine.
It’s Tuesday. It’s sunny out and I’m listening to Mariachi El Bronx. It’s a good day. I’m finally starting to feel better after this bullshit cold. I’m really itching for one of those morning cigarettes my sister is enjoying outside right now but I’ll pass. I love when my bed is a mess in the morning.
Ryan Adams “Goodnight Rose”
“Good...
I want you
There are so many songs about “wanting” someone. The act of wanting or lusting after someone is a physiological design thats been ingrained in music for quite some time now. Want is defined as “to desire greatly, wish for” and “to have need”. There are many versions of “I Want You” in music. I can’t decide which I like the best or which...
Why
Do I do this to myself? It’s ridiculous.
“a drunk mind speaks a sober heart.”
Negative Nancy.
I fucking hate everything right now. Fuck you and fuck off.
2.0
Of all the places I thought I’d run into hope who thought it would be at a Starbucks.
Ryan’s passed out on couch and I’m about to fall asleep. Goodnight.
COPELAND
is breaking up. This is the saddest news i’ve heard in awhile. One of my favorite bands and absolutely amazing live. Let’s go see some shows before they call it quits.
I want you so bad it stings.
God, grant me the serenity,To accept the things I cannot change;The courage, to change the things that I can;And the wisdom, to know the difference.
“We are a disease. So like syphilis with a conscience, we should stop...”
– Kurt Vonnegut
I just...
I wanna be the only one you come for.
If I were there...
And this world has become full of evangelists and I wish I could be there to watch your every step, push you out of harms way if need be. You became a conquest long ago; it was a challenge I thought I could accomplish and surprisingly I did. We sat there in that coffee shop talking about bullshit, probably music and the way the art scene is moving; I’m sure it was something pretentious. I...